Dreams

Why is there so many distractions in my life? =(

Today, there're people from Jobstreet.com, a leading job finder company in Malaysia came to give us a talk about the careers in ICT. We are privileged to have the vice president of that company to come to give us a talk. It was quite good actually.

One part of the careers in ICT is creative multimedia. It involve of creative jobs like animators. I was very excited when they showed us advertisement that was designed using ICT, some great movie, like Toy's Story and Ratatouille. All of this falls in creative multimedia and involves designing.

U must be wondering why I say there're so many distractions in my life. It's because of this talk... Honestly, all this while I love jobs that involve designing in creative multimedia. I like how they made those advertisements in TV. One of my hope is to watch the advertisements I made with my own hands in TV some day.But why am I not in college studying this course?

Because I'm not a risk-taker and was probably influenced by two family members of mine lol. Hai... the future of designing in creative multimedia field in Malaysia is totally dark. And not to mention, when I told my mum I want to venture in this field, she told me stories about how her colleague's frens or relatives is doing not so well in this industry.

So, since there's a small ounce of accounting blood in me, I go for accounting to be on the SAFE side. I do not risk my future even though I love something very much.

How I wish life is like movie. In movies, dreams come true. In reality, it only happens 1 in a million of people.

When I set my focus on accounting, creative multimedia came knocking on my door. I hate it when it distracts me =(

Then, now my heart is all messed up. Accounting or creative multimedia?

To be safe than sorry ?(accounting) or to take risk and chase my dreams ?(creative multimedia)

Can dreams really come true? It's not that I don't want to chase my dreams but I don't have the courage to chase dreams that don't have a good ending.

Perhaps I'll play some games to make myself forget about this thing.